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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

okay, so my car is a dark green pontiac grand am, 2003. it has a sun roof, too which is pretty cool. it's 4 doors, and i absolutely love it.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

so this week has been interesting. we went and picked up kathrin from the dayton airport on thursday. once we had picked her up, we came back to wapak and rented some movies and came home. on friday, we just stayed home watching movies. that was fun.
saturday was graduation, and so we went to the ceremony, which was surprisingly short (about 1 1/2 hours). we came out to the car after the ceremony and my mom gave me a little box. i opened it and in it was a set of keys. it was exciting. they got me a car for graduation. but unfortunately, i didn't bring my license so michael had to drive the car home.
when we got home, we had my grandmas both over and my aunt and cousin. we had lunch together and then i went to a couple of graduation parties.
monday was interesting. we went to shipshewana with my parents, makenzie and jackson, and joyce, and grandma. it was really fun. there were 8 of us in a car that only seats 7, for 2 1/2 hours. that was great. we spent almost all day there.
today i got on myspace and went to this guy who likes me, his site. i read his blog and he says all this stuff about how sweet i am and how he loves to make me laugh. and his latest blog says something like he was confused because we were supposed to go out tonight and i didn't say anything at church. i feel really bad because he sounds like he thinks i blew him off. i feel horrible.

Friday, May 19, 2006

I am finally done!!!!!!!!!!! I went today until English, and skipped govt. Then I went back for a pizza party with Mrs. Morris. That was fun. and I decided just to stay and play hand and foot with Amnider and Gurminder, the Indian exchange students. It is hilarious, because the girl who was my partner makes fun of them all t hetime, but they still only laugh, they don't say anything to her. They were too nice. But we all had fun.

Monday, May 15, 2006

So it's been a few days since I updated. I don't really have a lot to say, but a lot did happen to me.
We got the internet at home finally, and last night I was talking to David Holtzapple and Dave, from California, over MSN. There was lots of rape going on, and David was talking about a MSN 3-some. It was interesting.
I also have been talking to a guy from church a lot. He got my phone number from Jason, and has called me at least every day since, except for last Thursday. He called me twice Saturday, and even though I saw him yesterday morning at church, he called me last night. I was complaining about it to my parents, and my dad said, "Are you so blind?" I'm like no, but why doesn't he just ask me. Dave told me that I should ask him, but I'm too old fashioned, and then he's like, give me his number. When David said something, he's like, "I'll handle this one" I said something about him being too overprotective, and he's like "How is that overprotective?" and I said, "I haven't even met you, and you're trying to get me into bed with I guy that I haven't known that long!" It was pretty funny. So then we were talking about keeping each other up all night. Cough cough.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

So the rumor going around school yesterday was that TC got arrested after the concert on Sunday. One of the guys in my English class said that he saw it, so I believe him. I wonder what it was for. That's hillarious.

So last night I was literally on the phone all night. First, Kathrin called at about 5 or so, and then at 8, a guy from church called, who I had never really talked to before. It was funny. He said that he was at Steak and Shake, and saw Jason and his brother. He asked them if they had my number, and they gave it to him. It was just so weird. But I did enjoy talking to him. Sorry guys but it had to be the most random conversation ever, even for you. Well then, I called Kathrin back, because of course I had to tell her about this, and a little bit later I got a call from Dave, who Kathrin told to call me. I talked to him, and it was really funny, because he was talking to David Holtzapple on im, and was talking to me on the phone. At one point, David was talking to me through Dave. We live 10 minutes away from each other, and we have to talk through a guy in California. How pathetic is that? It was so funny.

While we were talking, Dave said something about how long we normally talk on the phone, to David, and he said something about being up all night, and I was like, yeah, Dave, you keep me up all night. Of course I had to explain it, but it was really funny. And it's official. He has seen Rocky Horror. I made him see it, and he got it last week. He wrote something in his blog about listening to the Time Warp. It was really funny.

I really should go to class. Talk to you later.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

I got my prom pictures. Jason put them on a CD for me, so they are on the computer.

I'm am getting ready for my graduation party, and everything that goes with it. I sent out announcements on Tuesday, and I will be making invitiations sometime this weekend, most likely. I'm am so ready to graduate. It's not even funny. I was really mad on Monday night, because dad was being a butt, and wasn't going to help with the announcements. All I needed him to do is check on a few addresses. And they were in his stuff, but he was too lazy to get up and help. ANd then, the next day, my mom was saying that he wants to have a barbeque with my grandparents and my aunt and uncle because they will be on vacation for my graduation party. I'm like, there is no way, unless hell freezes over that I will do that, and mom suggested that maybe we take them out to eat after graduation, when we will have Kathrin with us, and I'm thinking no. Why ruin my day, when I even have my best friend there with me, with their negativity and rudeness? Mom said that we needed to think of dad about this, but why. He never once thinks of me when I'm forced to go over to their house and sit outside because they are making the others move furniture. And he always thinks of grandma and grandpa, I call them that out of habit, not because they are real grandparents, whenever I have a big event in my life, and we have to work around their schedule. Does anyone else see a problem with this? Am I just being too sensitive?
And when dad talked to them last, they invited Michael to go with them on a mission trip. They never invited me to one, except to Tanzania, when grandma told me after she invited me that I couldn't go, because it wasn't a good place to go. They never invited me to go anywhere else. I guess I'm not important enough to them for them to want to go places with me. But that doesn't surprise me, because they can't even go 15 minutes away to see me in a concert.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

I was talking to Kathrin on Thursday, and we set up dates for her to come up here. She's planning on coming to my graduation. I'm so excited. She's coming up on the 25th of May, and staying almost a whole week. She's leaving on the next Wed. THen, I have music camp for a week at ONU. Then not too long after that, I will be going to Alabama, staying for 4 days, and then going with them to church camp in Tennessee. Then, I'll go back to Alabama for another 4 days, and then come home. ANd not too long after that, I will be moving to Bowling Green. I won't have to spend too much time just at home doing nothing.

I can't wait for graduation! Actually, I couldn't care less about graduation, but I'm really, really looking forward to the end of school.

Monday, May 01, 2006

Prom was really nice. It's not that the decorations were any good, or the music wasn't horrible, because they really were, but I got to see a lot of my friends who go to Apollo, and others who aren't in any of my classes. It was nice to get to talk to them.
So we were going out to Jason's car, from the restaurant, and he all of the sudden says something like, "I can't dance." I said well that's okay, because I don't dance either. So I went in there with the idea that he didn't want to dance, which was fine with me. We were in there for a while, I was talking to Blake and some other people, and people started bugging me about dancing, and even later than that, Jason starts saying, " If you want to dance, just tell me." I'm like okay, and went on. He just kept saying that, and the others kept bugging me, and finally I'm like ALRIGHT!!! So we went out and danced and he was like ,"Isn't this a lot nicer than just sitting there?" We must have looked really weird, because he's well over 6 ft. tall, and I'm about 5'5. I had to practically look up at the ceiling to even talk to him.