I don't want to make you uncomfortable

Thursday, May 04, 2006

I got my prom pictures. Jason put them on a CD for me, so they are on the computer.

I'm am getting ready for my graduation party, and everything that goes with it. I sent out announcements on Tuesday, and I will be making invitiations sometime this weekend, most likely. I'm am so ready to graduate. It's not even funny. I was really mad on Monday night, because dad was being a butt, and wasn't going to help with the announcements. All I needed him to do is check on a few addresses. And they were in his stuff, but he was too lazy to get up and help. ANd then, the next day, my mom was saying that he wants to have a barbeque with my grandparents and my aunt and uncle because they will be on vacation for my graduation party. I'm like, there is no way, unless hell freezes over that I will do that, and mom suggested that maybe we take them out to eat after graduation, when we will have Kathrin with us, and I'm thinking no. Why ruin my day, when I even have my best friend there with me, with their negativity and rudeness? Mom said that we needed to think of dad about this, but why. He never once thinks of me when I'm forced to go over to their house and sit outside because they are making the others move furniture. And he always thinks of grandma and grandpa, I call them that out of habit, not because they are real grandparents, whenever I have a big event in my life, and we have to work around their schedule. Does anyone else see a problem with this? Am I just being too sensitive?
And when dad talked to them last, they invited Michael to go with them on a mission trip. They never invited me to one, except to Tanzania, when grandma told me after she invited me that I couldn't go, because it wasn't a good place to go. They never invited me to go anywhere else. I guess I'm not important enough to them for them to want to go places with me. But that doesn't surprise me, because they can't even go 15 minutes away to see me in a concert.

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