I really don't know what to think anymore. I'm just tired of being treated like I'm stupid, and don't know anything. I was on MSN last night, talking to a friend I met at camp about stuff that has gotten to me lately. I've been really depressed, about random stuff, like school, issues that my friends are having, and everything just piled up, and I felt like I needed to talk to someone. So I was talking to him, and I said something that I really didn't necessarily mean, but sometimes I think about stuff, like, why should all the stuff happen to me that does? I don't deserve half of it, and sometimes I think, why does God let it happen. I told him that and he got all critical and judgmental on me, and said stuff like, I'm not sure your heart is in the right place, and you just don't get it, do you. I'm tired of it, and on top of me already being depressed, after that, I couldn't sleep because I think about stuff too much. I got less than 6 hours of sleep last night, compared to about 12 any other night.