Why do my closest friends hate me all of the sudden? I don't know why I'm such a horrible person that I have to be treated like dirt all of the time. Yesterday, one of my closest friends lied to be over a little thing like shopping for prom. She said first that she was going with her date, and now, she says she's going with one of the teachers here. When I asked her if she wanted to go about 2 or 3 weeks ago. Am I just being oversensitive, or is there a problem with this?
And someone else was yelling at me last night because I tried to be helpful. Not that I should be surprised, because he always does, and only feels guilty if I start to cry. Why do I have to put up with these people!!!! Don't I deserve better than that. I work my butt off to make friends and keep them, because I haven't had a whole lot of friends in my lifetime. Even at Allen East, my "friends" would only hang around me if it was convenient. I remember when one of them was having a b-day party and she told me the day before that she would call me and tell me when it was. She didn't and when I asked her about it the next day, she said that another of our friends had gone to her house and they were having too much fun, so she forgot me. Now some of the same stuff is happening again. I can't stand this.