Jess, I'm not blaming everything on you, I'm just saying that if you set yourself up to fail, you will. If you think happy thoughts you will be happier and things won't go wrong so much.

We have our first a-team meet today. it won't be the same without volleyball. He said that he is going to try to come. We even got shirts. But the new guy wants to divide up teams by grade, not by who is the smartest. He wants the seniors, of which i am the only one who has been on the team before, to be on varsity. Michael and Cory Schwartz for example who have been on for years, will be on JV just because they are younger. He's about as bad as volleyball player.

I'm at school today because we don't have school at Northern. It's finals week. I have to talk to Wimmers about contest and they're going to give me a hard time because I'm not in band. But I'm no longer in band and don't have to take any of their crap.